YoU THINK YoU KNoW...

Sun, 01 May 2005 20:35:23 GMT

best friend forever...
ive always wondered what that really means
persoanlly to me it seems more like

>> best friends until i find someone else i click with better <<
or
>> best friends until you steal my boyfriend <<

ETC ETC

how can people go around and say we are BFF when really.. forever is a long time
how do you know we will even know these people in a few years
and i know its just a *saying*
but like..

it eurks my nerves sooo bad to know that ive had friends..ALOT of friends
and i know ive only told a (( SELECT FEW )) best friend forever
and even now i regret it because i lied (( we both lied))

and i guess you can go and say well...
its life.
the people i thought i would be close with now is impossiable to happen
becasue i live like 10002723 miles away from them
some of us dont even talk except for a hey every now and then
some of us talk for like hours one day but then for a week or so dont really talk

and i know its hard b/c i mean weve all moved on and who we were isnt who we are and things have changed we have changed our lives have changed and our feelings have changed.. but its so hard to know that we probably wont really be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

i defintally miss all my friends.. and as happy as i am ive made alot of friends here
i dont think its the same..
maybe its just me feeling left out because i see my old friends now best friends with my other friends and like... its not me.. but its hard to know that things wont ever be the same again.

i think you guys know who you are.
(( hank. annie. rach. britt. ETC ETC ETC ))

i love you... <3 katelyn

<3 sweet 16

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 21:28:40 GMT

happy sweet 16 jimmy... i miss you

its funny how someone can be gone so quick.. how u dont realize you miss someone till they are gone... its funny how someone youve only know a little more then a month or two can make your life so much better... everyone needs thats person that when they are down they are there to make u smile or jump on ur back and make u fall in the middle of the hall or make u buy them twizlers and then only let you have 2 or walk you to the bathroom or talk to you on the phone ALL night or take a picture of urs from the art room and keep it... just little things like that things at the time you dont realize how sweet they are but then in the end your like.. wow why didnt i take more advantagdge of it.. we dont ever really take advantaged of life like we always tell everyone to do.. "live life to the fullest" blah blah blah we are all (well mostly) hypocrites... i guess what ims aying is i admit before jimmy was gone.. i dindt realize what a great friend he was to me.. he was an awesome friend.. and im so glad i got to spend the time i did with him.. he was the only person there for me when i moved here and only one i told everything to... and if i could tell him one more thing before he died i woulda told him thanks.. thanks for making me feel like i had friends and like someone cared and i was just some GIRL i was KATELYN idk maybe u have to be me to understand... but all i know is i will never forget the guy who called me his bestestestest friend... ill never have another one like him (( i love you jimmy and miss you even more))

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 21:57:26 GMT

I HATE THE DENTIST.. first they numb my mouth
top
then
bottm
he leaves me for 15min comes back
then they drill the top and i start to feel a heaache
does the filly thing and what not
then starts the bottm which i thought he had already done
and it hurts
so he numbs me soome more
does 100x more drilling
my throat is dry and all i can eat is a milkshake (im not complaning aobut that though)
just i cant feel my mouth... well one side
and when i talk i like slurrrrrrrr

i feel like a loser
i miss wiringt in here... hum

OMG AND I HARD BOYS OF THE SUMMER again today
deffintally my old fav gesh i love it

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 22:23:31 GMT

does anyone like my new side... its TEMPORARY till i find something cute... but for now it will do

bad day.. today

last night was fun though
saw sin city with the beautfil katie wolfe and wondleful christopher stewart and it was almost as awesome as them
came home
went to nollans to get tipsy lil casey and amanda
went to amandas..
had to stay up all night to watch casey
so invited some people over by accident
and only slept 3 hours then went to church
and havent selt at all
and my boyfriend locked his keys in his car
b/c hes metally speical... but we can talk about that another day
but now my day is getting better so dont worry about me

its funny how u can be soooo tired.. and want to sleep so bad..yet you cant and the more u stay awake the more tird youa re but the more ur awake at the same time and im so grouchy. oh WELL

hope everyone is having a good weekend.. mine actually hasnt been TOO bad
i dont wanna go to school tommrow UGH
but im excited about next weekend
im supposed to babysit and go to taylors 1st birthday AW yay

well imma go eat some raw fishies....
<3 katelyn.. the one and only and EXTREAMLY TIRED

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 23:07:22 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. katelyn (kate)
2. underhill
3. girlfriend

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. qtwifabootie247
2. almostgrownup15 (old as idk what)
3.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes.
2. butt
3. attitude

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. legs
2. stomach
3. bitchyness lol

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. german
2. english
3. north carolina-ian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. spiders
2. being alone (all aspects)
3. someone to die when im mad at them

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. caffine
2. cell phone
3. makeup

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. green pretty shirt
2. ae jeans
3. guess belt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Taken back sunday
2. my chemical romance
3. ... i love evrything idk ...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. sexy
2. cute without the e
3. great romances of the 20th centuary

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. being nicer to my boyfriend
2. making more friends
3. get skinner

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. being able to laugh about stupid things
2. telling eachother everything (even if its bad) (talk about nething)
3. attraction

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. i think penises are ugly
2. i think ur mom is ugly
3. i love christopher

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. body
2. personality
3. hair

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. get myself to call people back
2. spend $$ good
3. sing (but i try)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. going to walmart
2. MAKING BRACLETS lol
3. talking to my boyfriend

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. eat
2. see my friends
3. eat again

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. plumber
2. trash WOman
3. fire fighter

nah i REALLY DONT KNOW ... thats a toughie

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. hawaii
2. australia
3. cali (gosh i need a tan)

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. emily
2. connor
3. ava

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. be a mom
3. live somewhere awesome but i havent decided where yet

well well welll.. did you miss me?

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 23:56:39 GMT

well so alot has happened since the last time i wrote

spring break-
hung out with chrsitopher ALOT
drove to NC
Hit a dog on the way to NC ($7000 of damage)
saw britt - went to the movies and jason stood us up and went to the church play 2 times and saw oh so many people
SURPRISINGLY saw annie - rode the bus to the mall and hada blast. got free refills from catie bought some glasses and saw 2 movies cuz we are rebels (guess who? and MC2) haha and hung out alot and talked alot and relaized how much i miss a friend like her
missed 2 days of school b/c of the stupid dog we hit
and i wish i coulda seen more people so i was kinda dissapoointed

after all that - this weekend i got to play x-box live for ethe first time and im AWSEOME at it.. i like talking to the people alot and i played grand theft auto and chris made me cheat...and then his mommy saw us on the floor and thoguht we were like... banging and i was like haha
saw guess who? again and thought it was even better, and we saved somebodys wallet at wendys (YAY HEROS) and we went to walmart cuz i have a new obsession for beads)
oh yeah and the mall.. and i got some really cute clothes....

well this week has been good so far.. saying that its only monday and lol.. well it was an interesting day... lately i realized alot about myself and im trying to become a better person...
OH YEAH AND I MISSED KATIE WOLFE SO MUCH AND I CANT WAIT TILL WE START OUR SERVICES... we are so PIMP haha.. were getteing stared early on our college funds right? lol

ok well i really dont have anything worth while to say
i love you all and i had so much fun with everyone over spring break <3

( but espically chrsitopher <3 who annie says is obessed with me -- haha)

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 00:52:22 GMT

..Friends Survey..

[Name The Friend That Is..]
Craziest-
Weirdest- rach
Funniest- casey
Most Quiet- hank
Loudest- Annie
The Biggest Shopaholic- idk they ALL are.. (well the girls atleast)
Girliest- Annie
Smartest- hahaha... i dunnoooo (hank)
Prettiest- thats a toughie they are all pretty in theri own ways
Honest- christopher agapoa
Trustful- brittany
Athletic- katie
Ditziest- lauren
The Biggest Flirt- psh everyone
Freakiest- what kind of freaky??
Coolest- katie
Most Predictable- i dunno.. i dont know what u mean??
Most Dramatic- annie (well las year but lets forget about that)
Sweetest- christopher
Most Reliable- christopher

[Which of Your Friends Is Most Likely To...]
Become Famous- scooter ( see below)
Become Rich- hank
Marry Before The Age Of 20- rachel
Not Go To College- brandon
Have More Than 3 Kids- thats a toughie... lauren
End Up On Real World- katie
Win The American Idol Competetion- scooter (such a little singer)
Become A Teacher- lauren nej.

[Random]
Who was the first friend you've ever made?: um. brittany was my first REAL friend
Which friend have you known longest?: mandy
Which friend have you've known the least?: katie
Your most best friend ever? brittany or annie or hannah.. idk...
One of most memorable memories with a friend: anything with annie or katie or christopher or britt
Who can you trust through your whole life?: same as above.. annie katie brittany chris

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 21:52:21 GMT

finally.. its spring break i mean i know its gonna be kinda crappy but hey no school... friday i went the the movies with casey amanda and brett and chris and we saw the ring 2.. its was pretty scary.. but we were sitting in the front on the side so i couldnt actalluy see the movie too well.. then yesterday i had that modeling thingy at hecht... for prom.. its was cool i mean they did my makeup and hair and it was pretty but the girls were all kinda stuck up... chris came.. what a greta boyfriend i know! then we went to hollister and then went home to his house and i finally got to watch eurotrip.. cool i know i know.. today i just been watching basetball all day after church.. waiting for him to be done helping his sis.. (how sweet) lol ok well if you wanna see pics from yesterday..heres a few...

not any closeups that showed up... and i had one more dress but i only had a video of that.. oh well lol
(the green makes my butt look big haha...)

i love youuuuuu!

wow

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:05:19 GMT

havent actually wirtten anything in a while.. alot has happend

- went to the hospital
- learned to play baseball with a stopwatch
- saw a shooting star
- have an 83% in math
- got an 88% on my MATH TEST ( best all yeah GOO ME)
- watched to oc tonight
- called mr smith GUY and he got mad (moody)
- looked through mr smiths gradebook.. he got mad
- went to my modle fitting and LOVED the dresses
- bought $12 cookie dough from katie
- became firneds with aaron
- i wore green today ( happy st patricks day by the way )

i cant think of much more at the moment...

schools going better..most defintally and im trying alot harder..
tommrow is faculity follie.. idk if i wanna go.. cuz like
NO ONE is going that i can think of.. oh well we will see

im going to charlotte next week.. anyone wanna hang out..??
friday- monday morning...

i love you all (espically my BoOoO christopheR)
(( Katelyn ))

oh i know ur excited

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 22:09:19 GMT

1.First best friend: brittany scism (or if being little counts amanda lewis)
2.First car: none
3.First real kiss: Jason
4.First break-up: BreTT
5.First screen name: almostgrownup15
6.First self-purchased album: psh i dunnooo
7.First funeral: my great grandmother probably
8.First pets: a worm, a dog (dude and bubba), a cat (squggles)
9.First piercing: ears
10.First credit card: visa BUXX (haha)
12.First enemy: i used to hate.. amanda fowler.. i guess
13.First big trip: california
14.First music you remember hearing in your house: over and over tim mcgraw and nelly

LASTS:

1.Last cigarette: like 4 months ago
2.Last car ride: yesterday afternoon (bus today?!?!)
3.Last kiss: sunday night
4.Last good cry: probably yesrterday
5.Last library book checked out: chicken soup for the teens soul and a dream book lol
6.Last movie seen in theatres: be cool
7.Last beverage drank: diet pepsi
8.Last food consumed: 10 cheese sticks lol
9.Last crush: ...my boyfriend?!?!..
11.Last time showered: this morning
12.Last shoes worn: new balances
13.Last item bought: lunch
14.Last annoyance: NOLAN HOUCHENS
16.Last time scolded: mr monroe this morning

RELATIONSHIPS:

1.Who are your best friends?: Katie corrine wolfe annie mongomary schick and my boyfriend
2.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yuPP
FASHION/STUFF:

1.Where is your favorite place to shop? id have to say um HOLLISTER (im deprived)

SPECIFICS:

1.Do you do drugs? thats a werid question.. i guess yeah
2.What kind of shampoo do you use? tresmee
3.What are you most scared of? the dark
4.What are you listening to right now? dreams are made of by taken back sunday
5.Where do you want to get married? somewhere WONDERFUL
7.What would you change about yourself? My attitude towards OTHERS

FAVORITES:

1.Color: green
2.Food: bologna
3.Girls Names: KATELYN pshh haha jk umm haley hallie emily ava
4.Boys Names: christopher connor fred
5.Subjects in school: art
6.Animal(s): doggies
7.Sports: FIELD HOKCEY haha.. football and basketball

HAVE YOU EVER?

1.Given anyone a bath? yes
2.Smoked? yes
3.Bungee jumped? yes
4.Made yourself throw up? noo
5.Skinny-dipped? haha not yet
8.Pictured your crush naked? yeah? i guess lol
9.Seen your crush naked? no
10.Cried when someone died? yes
11.Lied? yes
12.Fallen for your best friend? yeah..
13.Been rejected? yes
14.Rejected someone? yeah
15.Used someone? Yes
16.Done something you regret? all the time

CURRENT:

1.Clothes? cases turquiose blue 1/2 top with black tank top and jeans and blck belt and uggs
2.Music? taken back sunday
3.Make-up? mascara, foundation, eyeliner lip gloss
4.Drink? diet pepsi
5.Smell? ralph lauren cool
6.Favorite artist? so many choices...
7.Desktop picture? me and my sisters!
8.Book your reading? the bible...
10.DVD in player? napoleon dynamite ( i feel dumb )
11.Color of toenails? PINK

LAST PERSON:
1.You touched? david bowen when he was bumping me into the locker
2.Hugged? josh buckLA
3.You IM'ed? christopher
4.You kissed? christopher

ARE YOU:
1.Understanding? most of the time
2.Open-minded? always
3.Arrogant? i dont think so?
4.Insecure? yeah ill admit it
5.Interesting? yes
6.Hungry? a little bit
7.Smart? depends on what
8.Moody? very
9.Hardworking? when its worth it
10.Organized? for the most part
11.Healthy? yeah usually
12.Shy? nope
13.Attractive? hopefully...
14.Bored easily? yes
15.Responsible? i think so
16.Obsessed? yes
17.Angry? too often
18.Sad? alot
19.Disapointed? sometimes
20.Happy? yeah udually i try
21.Hyper? IM HYPE take off the ER lol
22.Trusting? yes
23.Talkative? yes
24.Legal? i guess..?

WHO DO YOU WANNA:
1.Kill? nolan
2.Slap? nolan
3.Get high with? my boyfriend or katie wolfie
4.Look like? kate hudson or resse wither spoone or JESSICA SIMPSON or ashlee ill take any
5.Talk to offline? anyone
6.Talk to online? whoever
7.Hang out with? anyone i guess

RANDOM:
1.In the morning I am: tired and hungary
2.All I need is: LOVE
3.Love is: complicated
4.I dream about: YOUR MOMMA! ( my future)

WHICH IS BETTER?
1.Coke or Pepsi: DIET pepsi
2.Flowers or Candy: flowers
3.Tall or short: tall
4.Liquor or beer? liquor gets the job done quicker

RANDOM:
1.What do you notice first: eyes and hair and body
2.Last person you danced with: CHRISTOPHER
3.Worst question to ask: whats wrong
4.Who makes you laugh the most? mr guy smith or mr monroe.. idk i laugh alot
5.Who makes you smile: alot of people
6.Who gives you a funny feeling: my boyfriend

DO YOU EVER?:
1.Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: not really
2.Save conversations: yeah
3.Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: idk yes but no
4.Wish you were younger: yeah.. sometimes
5.Cry because someone said something to you: yes... often

NUMBER:
1.Of times i have had my heart broken: none REALLY but ive been really sad.. i got over it
2.Of hearts i have broken: no one every TOLD ME i broke their heart oh WAIT one i guess
3.Of guys i've kissed: like.. around.. 15 i guess
4.Of girls i've kissed: 5
5.Of continents i have lived in: UNO
6.Of tight friends:i had like 4 now like 3 diff ones
7.Of CD's i own?: ipods aree better
8.Of scars on body? a few..

blah day blah life

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 01:54:15 GMT

ok soooo wow the only good thing today was... numbering the baseball uniforms in gym... but even that was stupid b/c it made my arm ache... the only GOOD part was katie made me smile lol... we were bam bams...
so then i come home and i needed to do something to get out of the house.. its just been a bad week and sitting around wont make it any better.. sooo i went to walmart the bank ect with my mom.. came home ate talked to people online got more frusterated.. went to regrestaion night got more confused/angry so i came home and filled out my school forms.. and what not.. idk this weke has really really sucked... and the thing i hate is i know as much as i want the weekend to come.. it means im that much closer to NEXT week.. im just tired of everything and everyone and i dont want to be like is seriousally wanna be nice loveable...haha but its so hard like..i feel like no one listens to me.. even if they say they do.. the only person i trust here about EVERYTHING is katie.. i mean i miss my friends.. i miss MY LIFE.. i mean one day i had everything to make me happy and now i feel like nothing could make me happier.. i need a vacation... who wants to come?
if you wanna come
1) you cant be annoying
2) you have to listen to my pitful life and i will do the same
3) i need to like you
ok well... not much else to say.. bye
-- katelyn --

the notebook

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 23:56:33 GMT

ok so i watched the movie once in NC..didnt understand it at all
watched it with chris and only kinda got it
then i watched it this weekend and finally it clicked...
so i decided to put my favorite quotes from it on here.. imma loser.. i know

"I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough."

"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, One that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, And I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, It was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, Despite our differences, And once we did, Something rare and beautiful was created. For me, Love like that has happened only once, And that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it."

"You are every reason, Every hope, And every dream I've ever had, And no matter what happens to us in the future, Every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And my darling, You will always be mine."

ok so MUSHY movie..made me cry.. made the world cry.. well most of the world except for you cold hearted fools...

omg and yeah today i got gatoerade silled ALL on my lap.. i look like i freakin peed my pants like REALLY bad i was SOAKED.. thanks jeremy haha, but yeah so um had to walk to the office first and they laughed lol... then to the gym and mr smith was mean about it and told his whole class full of all thses boys i knew i peed my pants.. but then my mom brought me some mroe and mr smith dried my other pants but that was just plain SUCKY!!! hope your day was better!!
xoxo, katelyn

haha katie katie katie

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 22:20:51 GMT

gym was the highlight of my day today...

first me and katie played vollyball with our heads.. which kills brain cells...(dont try this at home kids) but its the new HIGH

then we talked to mr smith about baseball..and he told us about donkeys..in baseball..the druggie bad kids who are just bad and stuff.. and they live in um donkeyville haha but the WINNER we decided was deffintaly katie.. i mean we make the TEAM look good ON and off the field... we are disirable to be around.. we movitvate everyone one to win.. katie has INTENSE DESIRES TO WIN (ohhhhh man she does lol) and i am humble.. thats the deffintion of a winner

then.. we told jokes... haha an d katie told the best made up jokes ever and shes soooo creative... hahah she makes me laugh mr smith and mr henshaw were making jokes about boys who like dont have arms or legs and are in front of a door (mat) and whos floating in the water (bob) so katie being the bight person she is decided to make one about chris and scooter...

PaRtY LyK BaM 22: what do you call a man with no arms and legs and is in your soup?????? STEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PaRtY LyK BaM 22: what do you call a man with no arms and legs and who doesn't have a bicycle????? SCOOTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SILLY GOOSE... ok well i hope you had a wonderful day... imma hopefully go rent saw with my boyfriend tonight
oh yeah and my parents forgot about me and arent feeding me tonight...harsh i know..
LOVE YOU ALL.... Katelyn

man OH man

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 00:56:01 GMT

i saw my mommy when i was at school today.. i think i like her better when im at shcool..cuz i usually miss her haha... but then i told thomas who my mommy was and he thought i ment the nurse who was old and he said my mom was disquisting...gesh thanks alot lol...

then i came home and stupid comcast was down again...idiots... so i did my homeowork... because im a aboslutly wonderful student...hahahaha

haha it made me alugh today when they were telling us about APphsychem...wow... can u say NERDS haha i wish i was a nerd actually... well kinda

and in gym today i played vollyballl with katie and we cheered then sat down for 5 min cuz we get speical privlages... YUPP... and then played hosre and of course i lost...

my boyfriend is wokring tonight... but im excited i get to see him tommrow... and ME CHRIS AND KATIE AND SCOOTER (not with a k lol) are going to go bowling... and me and katie r gonna practice tommrow in gym lol.... silly kids... BIG DREAMERS... we need a saub we need a break we need to score... haha ect ect oh the cheers we make...all with the same beat haha

oh yeah and now my boyfriend sent me a picture yesterday trying to look gangsteRRRRRR so all my friends can see it...since im a good girlfriend haha...

what a little thug....hahaha jk...but seriouslly looking a bit angry at the world haha i love yOU christopher!

oh yeha i amost forgot my fav part of the day dinner...we went to eat sushi..yummy

and my question of the day... would u rather be considered PRUDE/STINGY or EASY... its a toughie i know... but someone asked me so im asking you... but the oc is in like 5 min so i gotta go...obessed i know

love you all...seriosally <3 me

whoop-a-dee-due

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 01:28:31 GMT

guess whattttt... i dyed my hair brown (shocking i know)
i wish i would have done it darker though
i cant decide if i like it or not..

you like??? yay or NAHHH haha (make the sound like a horse...thats how u say it)
well im really tired..but i want your opinion...
also do you like the new colors and JUNK... haha
ok well i love you alll
<3 christopher<3 xoxo, katelyn

ugh

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 19:41:00 GMT

this probably wont even matter to any ofyou but i feel like i need to get something out
so here it goes...
i hate to act like i know everything cuz i dont...
but i also hate seeing my friends...people i love more then anything be lied to
i hate how girls are tricked sooo many times by guys
the guy will treat her like nothing and she still loves him
turns out the girl will always blame herself
and how a boy will take advantage of that
not only that but how in relationships so many times
people will say i love you because they feel like they have to
i cant say for sure that i ever LOVED someone
even though i think i love chirstopher its not like theres
a written rule that tells us what love is exactally
but i see it as
well...to me... idk love is a strong word..
its when 2 people care about
eachother more then anythign else and would do anythign for them
or to be with them... and just NEEDS them...
and its sooo overused theses days
its crazy how some guys will go around getting a new girlfriend every week
and manage to be able to LOVE every single one of them
yeah maybe you LIKE them at the time being but you cant LOVE someone new
all the time..because then it wouldnt be love.. would it?
Also another thing i would like to point out is that
it bothers me how girls like i said before are treated like shit, blame thereselves
and then still LOVE someone..it takes TWO people to love someone
and if someones gonna treat you bad i dont think thats love..its more like
well...being used
girls are tricked into thinking thses things all the time
because the thing is MOST girls (this is not including sluts and skanks)
go into relationships for LOVE
boys go into it for sex but lie and tell a girl they love them so they can
GET WHAT THEY WANT
another thing to point out like i mentioned earlier about sluts and skanks
aka people who sleep around (sluts) or hook up with diffrent guys constently
hoping to get some (skanks) well to all of YOU its not ""attractive""...
sure guys will tend to like you more NOW because they can get some
but in a few years when everyone is ready to like become MATURE
you will realize you made a mistake.. because now that GOOD guy who you really want
wont want you b/c hey..youve been with all these other guys
and thats just nasty...
and like i said befroe i dont know everything
but im friends with alot of guys who tell me things that i dindt know...
and i just hate to see my friends being treated that way
and rather then tell each of you personally
you can read it here ... i love you...
and i dont want you to get hurt...really...
maybe you will realize who you are.. and that you DO desreve someone better
i mean sure anyone we date now we most likley wont marry or even know in 10 years
and maybe you wont find a good boyfriend for a while...but thats not what life is about
and if you think it is...then you have more problems then just this...
XOXO, katelyn

please

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 04:23:07 GMT

I ________ Katelyn.
Katelyn is ________.
I want to _______ Katelyn.
If I were alone in a room with Katelyn, I would ________.
I think Katelyn should ________.
Katelyn needs ________.
Katelyn loves ________.
Someday Katelyn will ________.
Katelyn is always ________.
Katelyn reminds me of ________.
Without Katelyn ________.
Memories of Katelyn are ________.
Katelyn can be ________.
Worst thing about Katelyn is ________.
Best thing about Katelyn is ________.

fill it out you guys....pretty pleaseeeEeeEEe... i mean i never ask for alot... haha come on take 5 min out of your day for ME i would do it for YOU!

LOVE LOVE LOVE, Katelyn

XrAyS

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 16:31:28 GMT

no school agian...

ok so i went to the docotr this morning to see whats wrong with poor little me and got x-rays

i had to get 2 kinds

first they did the kind they do when ur pregnate...which was really cool like i got to watch my stomach lol that was really neat and i had always wanted to do it

then i had one where i drank this chalk foamy junk with like thick milk looking creamy minty shit
YUCK! and it suppsed to make ur stomach expand and ur not allowed to burp it up and it made me sick! so i was glad it was over taking pictures but thennnnnnn

i had to go in another room where they took the same pictures as the last but this time they took a vido or something idk i dindt really undestand and i got to WATCH my stomach again and i loved it UNTIl they made me drink some more throw up shit but i got to watch it go into my stomcha.. thats the only good part

and then it was all done and i got to put back on my clothes and i was ready to hit the road cuz that place smells of rotting old people...

now im home...and trying to see what im gonna do on my day off... even though idk why were out of school.. im glad

and i do forgive my boyfrind for being semi retareded... <<<3
<3<3<3 you ALL

Katelyn

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 03:05:04 GMT

snow is a bitch

even though i have to say i love being out of school

i watched like 7 epsiods of the OC today

and then another one tonight...

and my boyfriend dindt call me all day
but its ok he can make up for it tommrow lol

im not too mad

tommrow i gotta get up early to go get xrays.. ill tell you how it goes lol

i cant wait for this weekend.. gonna hook kaite up.. lol giving her some "cereal choices"

ill write more later... i got a headache

(yaya no school tommrow either)

<<<<33333 katelyn

aww

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 02:52:55 GMT

since my boyfriend had to be gay and go to wrestling (hahah jk)
but yeah so since he was gone i volunteered to babysit for free for my moms friends so they could all go out to dinner...
so right when they left he started crying
and cried for like 40min and it made me cry because i thought he was never gonna stop and he was screaming mommy and it made me miss my mommy( loser) lol but yeah so i got to thinking

do any of you rmeber when our parntes used to leave US and we would cry and cry and think it was the end of the world and we would never see tem again and the babystiiter would always be like its ok and she will be right back and in our heads we would be like bitch no she wont i want her NOW... and wer thoguht they were the worst person in the world...
thats how i felt

i hated the fact i couldnt help him cuz i knew how he felt... which relates to alot of other things in our lives where we wish we could help people but we know its pretty much impossiable and we know how they feel but theirs nothing we can do or say to make it better

and he hit and kicked me and tried to bite me and i mean i hit him back once but its just like nothing i did was good enough and i was like STRANDED... it made me never want to have kids

and i also thought it was funny that i gave him gum and he was all better again... like gum cures all problems for little kids like music does for me

then an hour later he was just fine and telling me sorry and he loved me and he was happy and i mean... thats life.. we are sad and then later feel bad about how we treat people you know?
but in the end all we really need is our mommies and we will feel better....

<<<333 Katelyn i love my boyfriend... and i miss him tons

just thinking...

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 04:39:09 GMT

valentines is only 2 days away..
and i was thinking..
yeah, valentines is about telling and showing someone you love just how much you really love them...
but being the girl i am ive never really enjoyed valentines
i mean until this year ive never had a boyfriend on valentines before
not that im compaing i mean everyone always seems to think you need a boyfriend on valentines..
personally i dont think you do
someone you LOVE dosnt have to be someone like a boyfriend of girlfriend
it can be your best friend too cuz i mean
dont we love them too?
remeber friends before lovers (haha)
but then that got me thinking again, all the people who were my friends
i barely know anymore
hannah hank annnie rachel brittany
the only person i really talk to like all the time now is annie
the rest of them i feel like i bearly know anymore
and thats deffintally hard
its just like.. all those times we spent together now seem so far away and gone
and thats pretty hard to accept

but back to my point... you dont need a bf or gf on valetines...
its such an overrated holiday

and speaking of LOVE

peps1189: so i had this thoery tonight..
Littlepookster1: what is it
peps1189: ok well u know how everyone has a "soul mate"? so yeah boys and girls have different shape penis's and vaginas some penis's are square or round or triangular..different shapes and same with the girls
peps1189: so ur soul mate's private parts will match up! lits ilke square into square and triangle into triangle!
Littlepookster1: its like the blocks we played with when we were little
peps1189: EXACTLY
Littlepookster1: rach...ur deff the smartest mo fo i know

so lets be hopeful....
i mean you puzzle piece is out there SOMEWHERE...
all you have to do is go find it...
good luck

i love you all... and you can all be my valetines if you get desperate.. i like flowers...
520 plainview drive htwon md 20639
thanks...
love ya mean it

<3 christopher... my SWEETHEART who i had a wonderful time tonight playing old people
hitch was awesome and it made me think about how lucky i am
and you can always make me smile even when i was crying
i love you more then anything and im glad i have YOU for my valentine

buddy whoa

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 22:52:50 GMT

haha... hows everyone.. im great.. i get to see my boyfriend tonight... OC COMES ON and i am actually gonna be here and not some damn wresling match to watch it....(not that its not a blast)

i dyed my hair just now... idk if it looks diffrent lol

today was alright it passed fast
1st pd we watched a play that the ppl are doing for the contest... it was fun.. well better then english atleast lol idk... the girl in red got on my nerves
2nd pd learned about our bones.. yay
3rd pd test...
lunch i was a bitch
4th pd stupid until i lied and said i was going to get water b/c i dindt wanna carry the tolit seat lol but i peed insted but when i walked into the b-room i slammed my finger in the door... ouch and so i went to get ice
6th pd gym i got to sit out cuz my finger i mean yu cant play basketball with 9 fingers gesh lol so i talked to mr smith the whole class and he told me i needed a mussle so i told him he needed rogain lol and me and him went over all the things he taught me about abstince and the nike symbol and i told him the 100 things to do make kids feel loved( a book i found)that i helped him use towards me but he got mad i told him to use rogain and called me rude lol JERK oh yeah and i had to have katie button my pants... that was hott lol
7th pd sub..watched the worst movie EVER

came home and went to walmart and spent $30 MORE...gesh that place steals my $$
when im old imma be the sticker lady at walmart YAY lol

but imma go do something till 7 somthing and wait for my only one to come here and watch the OC
callllforiiinnnna here we coommmmmmeeeeeee

YIPPIE

<<<<<<3 katelyn maryssa underhill

its only tuesday

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 00:43:16 GMT

i did my homework yesrtday...and not to say i deserve an award or anything but i think i should get a few... good jobs...nice going.. keep it ups and maybe i will keep doing my hw and become a A+ student and get into a good college and live a great life just b/c you boosted my confidence... now wouldnt you feel good?

got held after the bell in like 2 of my classes.. you know what.. thats retarded..

gym.. im still deciding weather i like it or not.. katies really sweet and i have fun with her but idk im not really into the whole be on a team with boys who hog the ball and wont let you have it and made me play goalie... like i told katie.. goalie is for retardeds have u ever seen a GOOD hockey player in the goal or one who looked 1/2 decent NO so i boycotted... and threw my stick on the ground... that always helps me get my way lol.. and then i had fun yerday spitting on the ground and watching people slip and fall on their backs lol.. ofically a bad ass.. lemme tell ya... lol and i enjoy the smartass comments mr smith makes and how he gave me a shoe wedgie... but its ok cuz i tripped him with a hocky stick.. and whats up with him waering nice shorts and then like work out pants over them.. he said he couldnt decide... lol dork

math.. i have a test tommrow i hope i do good.. pray for me.. cuz god knows i need it..ughh

english.. i cant help but fall asleep in that class and everyone wakes me up... i dont thin the teacher cares even though he keeps staring at me but its like.. its english... come one.. im getting a better grade in spanish gesh..

oh and by the way i want some "opinions"
is it crayon or crown (the penuciation of a thing you color with lol)

and who in the WORLD knew u spell it february not febuary... i feel so retared ben saw me werite it today and i thought maybe i had just mispelled it one time but i looked back though all my papers and i have never spelled it right.. i feel retareded

so that just got u updated on ME

so whos your valentine you guys??
what are you giving up for lint??
happy mardi gras!

<<<<<<<<<3 katelyn

christopher... i love you... neverland

whata weekend

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 04:21:47 GMT

well this weekend my family came UP from nc... which was my grampaw his gf and my cousin and his gfs grandson...
wow was it INTERESTING... we went to dc saturday and the little boy embarassed me in puclic and steped on my uggs i know anyone else would be just as mad...and i told him to shut up or i was gonna hit him
and my cousin whos a bit on the "bigger side" not to say i shouldt lose a few pounds myself but yeah so she wanted to borrow a shurt cuz i told her she would be hott in the one she had so i let her borrow my shirt but it was like kinda little so i let her borrow my jacket too and my scarf my bf got me lol and she wore it and almost lost my scarf and broke the jacket and went though and messed up my make and my mom said its cuz she looks up to me but ges... lol and then chris came while some of this was going on and went out to ddinner with my family lol and my granddad told him that he was gonna call him grandson and stuff lol crazy guy! and me and my stepdad and my mom and chirs all laughed the whole way home talking about them which was not nice

so this morning i woke up to like 2 people taking pictures of me sleeping...
and then they left..finally (no offense)lol
and i got ready and my bf got off work and came over to watch the superbowl
but then my mom sent us to get nuts lol and we had to go to two stores (gez mom)

then we came back and my parents left and went next door and we um...watched the superbowl...and then went to wendys...and saw kelly lol
then came back and my parents came home and watched the rest of the superbowl lol which was fun but my team lost b/c i switched teams b/c my bf told me to (loser lol)

but overall its been a fun really interesting short weekend... and i had a great time bonding with my stepdad and boyfriend and telling my mom what a wench shes been lol but i still love her...

school tommrow...blahhhh

long time...no see

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 03:53:36 GMT

everyone says they miss piedmont so much...and i guess i do too but its not like when we were there we were totally happy anyways.. atleats i wasnt and even if im not now either i dont think going back would make alot of diffrence... i mean maybe if we went back now knowing what we know and how things would end up...but i mean ill admit peidmont had alot of drama... and maybe it was just me but i know at least once a day i would hear someone talking about someone and then see them be nice to their face.. and i know thats how EVERYONE is now a days... but idk.. as much as i miss it.. i think things are better for ME now and mean

i live in huntingtown where i know alot of people but dont really have any true friends.. and i rpetty much hang out with all guys.. and its made me realize how mean people are to their friends and behind their backs and how pointless it all really is

im glad i dindt go to mp b/c i know i woulda been pulled into all the same shit everyone is.. drugs, backstabbing friends, failing 1/2 your classes, slutness (lol)

and i know none of that is what i want in my life

this past week has been sooo long...

im so excited valentines day is sooN!

but im tired and my familys coming to visit... oh joy... so i love you all

<<<<<3 katelyn

i love you chris and i had so much fun with you...as always... you get to met the FAM tommrow lol SON