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[01 May 2005|04:22pm] [ mood | missins YOU! ] [ music | theres gotta be more to life... ] best friend forever... ive always wondered what that really means persoanlly to me it seems more like >> best friends until i find someone else i click with better << or >> best friends until you steal my boyfriend << ETC ETC how can people go around and say we are BFF when really.. forever is a long time how do you know we will even know these people in a few years and i know its just a *saying* but like.. it eurks my nerves sooo bad to know that ive had friends..ALOT of friends and i know ive only told a (( SELECT FEW )) best friend forever and even now i regret it because i lied (( we both lied)) and i guess you can go and say well... its life. the people i thought i would be close with now is impossiable to happen becasue i live like 10002723 miles away from them some of us dont even talk except for a hey every now and then some of us talk for like hours one day but then for a week or so dont really talk and i know its hard b/c i mean weve all moved on and who we were isnt who we are and things have changed we have changed our lives have changed and our feelings have changed.. but its so hard to know that we probably wont really be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER i defintally miss all my friends.. and as happy as i am ive made alot of friends here i dont think its the same.. maybe its just me feeling left out because i see my old friends now best friends with my other friends and like... its not me.. but its hard to know that things wont ever be the same again. i think you guys know who you are. (( hank. annie. rach. britt. ETC ETC ETC )) i love you... <3 katelyn 4 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

<3 sweet 16 [26 Apr 2005|05:25pm] [ mood | friends are friends forever ] [ music | ill be missing you.... <3 ] happy sweet 16 jimmy... i miss you its funny how someone can be gone so quick.. how u dont realize you miss someone till they are gone... its funny how someone youve only know a little more then a month or two can make your life so much better... everyone needs thats person that when they are down they are there to make u smile or jump on ur back and make u fall in the middle of the hall or make u buy them twizlers and then only let you have 2 or walk you to the bathroom or talk to you on the phone ALL night or take a picture of urs from the art room and keep it... just little things like that things at the time you dont realize how sweet they are but then in the end your like.. wow why didnt i take more advantagdge of it.. we dont ever really take advantaged of life like we always tell everyone to do.. "live life to the fullest" blah blah blah we are all (well mostly) hypocrites... i guess what ims aying is i admit before jimmy was gone.. i dindt realize what a great friend he was to me.. he was an awesome friend.. and im so glad i got to spend the time i did with him.. he was the only person there for me when i moved here and only one i told everything to... and if i could tell him one more thing before he died i woulda told him thanks.. thanks for making me feel like i had friends and like someone cared and i was just some GIRL i was KATELYN idk maybe u have to be me to understand... but all i know is i will never forget the guy who called me his bestestestest friend... ill never have another one like him (( i love you jimmy and miss you even more)) 1 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

[19 Apr 2005|03:28pm] [ mood | headache and numb but happy! ] [ music | boys of the summer ] I HATE THE DENTIST.. first they numb my mouth top then bottm he leaves me for 15min comes back then they drill the top and i start to feel a heaache does the filly thing and what not then starts the bottm which i thought he had already done and it hurts so he numbs me soome more does 100x more drilling my throat is dry and all i can eat is a milkshake (im not complaning aobut that though) just i cant feel my mouth... well one side and when i talk i like slurrrrrrrr i feel like a loser i miss wiringt in here... hum OMG AND I HARD BOYS OF THE SUMMER again today deffintally my old fav gesh i love it 2 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

[10 Apr 2005|06:20pm] [ mood | baggy eyes and all ] [ music | save me - unwritten law ] does anyone like my new side... its TEMPORARY till i find something cute... but for now it will do bad day.. today last night was fun though saw sin city with the beautfil katie wolfe and wondleful christopher stewart and it was almost as awesome as them came home went to nollans to get tipsy lil casey and amanda went to amandas.. had to stay up all night to watch casey so invited some people over by accident and only slept 3 hours then went to church and havent selt at all and my boyfriend locked his keys in his car b/c hes metally speical... but we can talk about that another day but now my day is getting better so dont worry about me its funny how u can be soooo tired.. and want to sleep so bad..yet you cant and the more u stay awake the more tird youa re but the more ur awake at the same time and im so grouchy. oh WELL hope everyone is having a good weekend.. mine actually hasnt been TOO bad i dont wanna go to school tommrow UGH but im excited about next weekend im supposed to babysit and go to taylors 1st birthday AW yay well imma go eat some raw fishies.... <3 katelyn.. the one and only and EXTREAMLY TIRED 9 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

[05 Apr 2005|06:39pm] [ mood | IM SO HUNGARY ] [ music | la la - ash ] THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. katelyn (kate) 2. underhill 3. girlfriend THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. qtwifabootie247 2. almostgrownup15 (old as idk what) 3. THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. eyes. 2. butt 3. attitude THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. legs 2. stomach 3. bitchyness lol THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. german 2. english 3. north carolina-ian THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. spiders 2. being alone (all aspects) 3. someone to die when im mad at them THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. caffine 2. cell phone 3. makeup THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. green pretty shirt 2. ae jeans 3. guess belt THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS (at the moment): 1. Taken back sunday 2. my chemical romance 3. ... i love evrything idk ... THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. sexy 2. cute without the e 3. great romances of the 20th centuary THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. being nicer to my boyfriend 2. making more friends 3. get skinner THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. being able to laugh about stupid things 2. telling eachother everything (even if its bad) (talk about nething) 3. attraction TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: 1. i think penises are ugly 2. i think ur mom is ugly 3. i love christopher THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. body 2. personality 3. hair THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. get myself to call people back 2. spend $$ good 3. sing (but i try) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. going to walmart 2. MAKING BRACLETS lol 3. talking to my boyfriend THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. eat 2. see my friends 3. eat again THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. plumber 2. trash WOman 3. fire fighter nah i REALLY DONT KNOW ... thats a toughie THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. hawaii 2. australia 3. cali (gosh i need a tan) THREE KID'S NAMES 1. emily 2. connor 3. ava THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. get married 2. be a mom 3. live somewhere awesome but i havent decided where yet 4 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

well well welll.. did you miss me? [04 Apr 2005|07:45pm] [ mood | i FINALLY UPDATED yay ] [ music | twenty four- switchfoot ] well so alot has happened since the last time i wrote spring break- hung out with chrsitopher ALOT drove to NC Hit a dog on the way to NC ($7000 of damage) saw britt - went to the movies and jason stood us up and went to the church play 2 times and saw oh so many people SURPRISINGLY saw annie - rode the bus to the mall and hada blast. got free refills from catie bought some glasses and saw 2 movies cuz we are rebels (guess who? and MC2) haha and hung out alot and talked alot and relaized how much i miss a friend like her missed 2 days of school b/c of the stupid dog we hit and i wish i coulda seen more people so i was kinda dissapoointed after all that - this weekend i got to play x-box live for ethe first time and im AWSEOME at it.. i like talking to the people alot and i played grand theft auto and chris made me cheat...and then his mommy saw us on the floor and thoguht we were like... banging and i was like haha saw guess who? again and thought it was even better, and we saved somebodys wallet at wendys (YAY HEROS) and we went to walmart cuz i have a new obsession for beads) oh yeah and the mall.. and i got some really cute clothes.... well this week has been good so far.. saying that its only monday and lol.. well it was an interesting day... lately i realized alot about myself and im trying to become a better person... OH YEAH AND I MISSED KATIE WOLFE SO MUCH AND I CANT WAIT TILL WE START OUR SERVICES... we are so PIMP haha.. were getteing stared early on our college funds right? lol ok well i really dont have anything worth while to say i love you all and i had so much fun with everyone over spring break <3 ( but espically chrsitopher <3 who annie says is obessed with me -- haha) 3 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

[23 Mar 2005|06:04pm] [ mood | kinda excited ] [ music | north carolina come on and raise up! ] ..Friends Survey.. [Name The Friend That Is..] Craziest- Weirdest- rach Funniest- casey Most Quiet- hank Loudest- Annie The Biggest Shopaholic- idk they ALL are.. (well the girls atleast) Girliest- Annie Smartest- hahaha... i dunnoooo (hank) Prettiest- thats a toughie they are all pretty in theri own ways Honest- christopher agapoa Trustful- brittany Athletic- katie Ditziest- lauren The Biggest Flirt- psh everyone Freakiest- what kind of freaky?? Coolest- katie Most Predictable- i dunno.. i dont know what u mean?? Most Dramatic- annie (well las year but lets forget about that) Sweetest- christopher Most Reliable- christopher [Which of Your Friends Is Most Likely To...] Become Famous- scooter ( see below) Become Rich- hank Marry Before The Age Of 20- rachel Not Go To College- brandon Have More Than 3 Kids- thats a toughie... lauren End Up On Real World- katie Win The American Idol Competetion- scooter (such a little singer) Become A Teacher- lauren nej. [Random] Who was the first friend you've ever made?: um. brittany was my first REAL friend Which friend have you known longest?: mandy Which friend have you've known the least?: katie Your most best friend ever? brittany or annie or hannah.. idk... One of most memorable memories with a friend: anything with annie or katie or christopher or britt Who can you trust through your whole life?: same as above.. annie katie brittany chris 6 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

[20 Mar 2005|04:45pm] [ mood | i dont like boring sundays ] [ music | the scientist ] finally.. its spring break i mean i know its gonna be kinda crappy but hey no school... friday i went the the movies with casey amanda and brett and chris and we saw the ring 2.. its was pretty scary.. but we were sitting in the front on the side so i couldnt actalluy see the movie too well.. then yesterday i had that modeling thingy at hecht... for prom.. its was cool i mean they did my makeup and hair and it was pretty but the girls were all kinda stuck up... chris came.. what a greta boyfriend i know! then we went to hollister and then went home to his house and i finally got to watch eurotrip.. cool i know i know.. today i just been watching basetball all day after church.. waiting for him to be done helping his sis.. (how sweet) lol ok well if you wanna see pics from yesterday..heres a few... not any closeups that showed up... and i had one more dress but i only had a video of that.. oh well lol (the green makes my butt look big haha...) i love youuuuuu! 8 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

wow [17 Mar 2005|09:56pm] [ mood | i saw the oc... made my week ] [ music | sexy - black eyed peas (aka the best song ever) ] havent actually wirtten anything in a while.. alot has happend - went to the hospital - learned to play baseball with a stopwatch - saw a shooting star - have an 83% in math - got an 88% on my MATH TEST ( best all yeah GOO ME) - watched to oc tonight - called mr smith GUY and he got mad (moody) - looked through mr smiths gradebook.. he got mad - went to my modle fitting and LOVED the dresses - bought $12 cookie dough from katie - became firneds with aaron - i wore green today ( happy st patricks day by the way ) i cant think of much more at the moment... schools going better..most defintally and im trying alot harder.. tommrow is faculity follie.. idk if i wanna go.. cuz like NO ONE is going that i can think of.. oh well we will see im going to charlotte next week.. anyone wanna hang out..?? friday- monday morning... i love you all (espically my BoOoO christopheR) (( Katelyn )) 1 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

oh i know ur excited [16 Mar 2005|04:37pm] [ mood | happy but bored ] [ music | shes my kinda rain... ] 1.First best friend: brittany scism (or if being little counts amanda lewis) 2.First car: none 3.First real kiss: Jason 4.First break-up: BreTT 5.First screen name: almostgrownup15 6.First self-purchased album: psh i dunnooo 7.First funeral: my great grandmother probably 8.First pets: a worm, a dog (dude and bubba), a cat (squggles) 9.First piercing: ears 10.First credit card: visa BUXX (haha) 12.First enemy: i used to hate.. amanda fowler.. i guess 13.First big trip: california 14.First music you remember hearing in your house: over and over tim mcgraw and nelly LASTS: 1.Last cigarette: like 4 months ago 2.Last car ride: yesterday afternoon (bus today?!?!) 3.Last kiss: sunday night 4.Last good cry: probably yesrterday 5.Last library book checked out: chicken soup for the teens soul and a dream book lol 6.Last movie seen in theatres: be cool 7.Last beverage drank: diet pepsi 8.Last food consumed: 10 cheese sticks lol 9.Last crush: ...my boyfriend?!?!.. 11.Last time showered: this morning 12.Last shoes worn: new balances 13.Last item bought: lunch 14.Last annoyance: NOLAN HOUCHENS 16.Last time scolded: mr monroe this morning RELATIONSHIPS: 1.Who are your best friends?: Katie corrine wolfe annie mongomary schick and my boyfriend 2.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yuPP FASHION/STUFF: 1.Where is your favorite place to shop? id have to say um HOLLISTER (im deprived) SPECIFICS: 1.Do you do drugs? thats a werid question.. i guess yeah 2.What kind of shampoo do you use? tresmee 3.What are you most scared of? the dark 4.What are you listening to right now? dreams are made of by taken back sunday 5.Where do you want to get married? somewhere WONDERFUL 7.What would you change about yourself? My attitude towards OTHERS FAVORITES: 1.Color: green 2.Food: bologna 3.Girls Names: KATELYN pshh haha jk umm haley hallie emily ava 4.Boys Names: christopher connor fred 5.Subjects in school: art 6.Animal(s): doggies 7.Sports: FIELD HOKCEY haha.. football and basketball HAVE YOU EVER? 1.Given anyone a bath? yes 2.Smoked? yes 3.Bungee jumped? yes 4.Made yourself throw up? noo 5.Skinny-dipped? haha not yet 8.Pictured your crush naked? yeah? i guess lol 9.Seen your crush naked? no 10.Cried when someone died? yes 11.Lied? yes 12.Fallen for your best friend? yeah.. 13.Been rejected? yes 14.Rejected someone? yeah 15.Used someone? Yes 16.Done something you regret? all the time CURRENT: 1.Clothes? cases turquiose blue 1/2 top with black tank top and jeans and blck belt and uggs 2.Music? taken back sunday 3.Make-up? mascara, foundation, eyeliner lip gloss 4.Drink? diet pepsi 5.Smell? ralph lauren cool 6.Favorite artist? so many choices... 7.Desktop picture? me and my sisters! 8.Book your reading? the bible... 10.DVD in player? napoleon dynamite ( i feel dumb ) 11.Color of toenails? PINK LAST PERSON: 1.You touched? david bowen when he was bumping me into the locker 2.Hugged? josh buckLA 3.You IM'ed? christopher 4.You kissed? christopher ARE YOU: 1.Understanding? most of the time 2.Open-minded? always 3.Arrogant? i dont think so? 4.Insecure? yeah ill admit it 5.Interesting? yes 6.Hungry? a little bit 7.Smart? depends on what 8.Moody? very 9.Hardworking? when its worth it 10.Organized? for the most part 11.Healthy? yeah usually 12.Shy? nope 13.Attractive? hopefully... 14.Bored easily? yes 15.Responsible? i think so 16.Obsessed? yes 17.Angry? too often 18.Sad? alot 19.Disapointed? sometimes 20.Happy? yeah udually i try 21.Hyper? IM HYPE take off the ER lol 22.Trusting? yes 23.Talkative? yes 24.Legal? i guess..? WHO DO YOU WANNA: 1.Kill? nolan 2.Slap? nolan 3.Get high with? my boyfriend or katie wolfie 4.Look like? kate hudson or resse wither spoone or JESSICA SIMPSON or ashlee ill take any 5.Talk to offline? anyone 6.Talk to online? whoever 7.Hang out with? anyone i guess RANDOM: 1.In the morning I am: tired and hungary 2.All I need is: LOVE 3.Love is: complicated 4.I dream about: YOUR MOMMA! ( my future) WHICH IS BETTER? 1.Coke or Pepsi: DIET pepsi 2.Flowers or Candy: flowers 3.Tall or short: tall 4.Liquor or beer? liquor gets the job done quicker RANDOM: 1.What do you notice first: eyes and hair and body 2.Last person you danced with: CHRISTOPHER 3.Worst question to ask: whats wrong 4.Who makes you laugh the most? mr guy smith or mr monroe.. idk i laugh alot 5.Who makes you smile: alot of people 6.Who gives you a funny feeling: my boyfriend DO YOU EVER?: 1.Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: not really 2.Save conversations: yeah 3.Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: idk yes but no 4.Wish you were younger: yeah.. sometimes 5.Cry because someone said something to you: yes... often NUMBER: 1.Of times i have had my heart broken: none REALLY but ive been really sad.. i got over it 2.Of hearts i have broken: no one every TOLD ME i broke their heart oh WAIT one i guess 3.Of guys i've kissed: like.. around.. 15 i guess 4.Of girls i've kissed: 5 5.Of continents i have lived in: UNO 6.Of tight friends:i had like 4 now like 3 diff ones 7.Of CD's i own?: ipods aree better 8.Of scars on body? a few.. 7 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

blah day blah life [09 Mar 2005|08:54pm] [ mood | i feel like a bitch b/c i am ] [ music | im not ok (i promise) - my chemical romance ] ok soooo wow the only good thing today was... numbering the baseball uniforms in gym... but even that was stupid b/c it made my arm ache... the only GOOD part was katie made me smile lol... we were bam bams... so then i come home and i needed to do something to get out of the house.. its just been a bad week and sitting around wont make it any better.. sooo i went to walmart the bank ect with my mom.. came home ate talked to people online got more frusterated.. went to regrestaion night got more confused/angry so i came home and filled out my school forms.. and what not.. idk this weke has really really sucked... and the thing i hate is i know as much as i want the weekend to come.. it means im that much closer to NEXT week.. im just tired of everything and everyone and i dont want to be like is seriousally wanna be nice loveable...haha but its so hard like..i feel like no one listens to me.. even if they say they do.. the only person i trust here about EVERYTHING is katie.. i mean i miss my friends.. i miss MY LIFE.. i mean one day i had everything to make me happy and now i feel like nothing could make me happier.. i need a vacation... who wants to come? if you wanna come 1) you cant be annoying 2) you have to listen to my pitful life and i will do the same 3) i need to like you ok well... not much else to say.. bye -- katelyn -- 4 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

the notebook [07 Mar 2005|06:49pm] [ mood | lovey dovey ] [ music | save me - unwritten law ] ok so i watched the movie once in NC..didnt understand it at all watched it with chris and only kinda got it then i watched it this weekend and finally it clicked... so i decided to put my favorite quotes from it on here.. imma loser.. i know "I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough." "Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, One that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, And I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, It was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, Despite our differences, And once we did, Something rare and beautiful was created. For me, Love like that has happened only once, And that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it." "You are every reason, Every hope, And every dream I've ever had, And no matter what happens to us in the future, Every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And my darling, You will always be mine." ok so MUSHY movie..made me cry.. made the world cry.. well most of the world except for you cold hearted fools... omg and yeah today i got gatoerade silled ALL on my lap.. i look like i freakin peed my pants like REALLY bad i was SOAKED.. thanks jeremy haha, but yeah so um had to walk to the office first and they laughed lol... then to the gym and mr smith was mean about it and told his whole class full of all thses boys i knew i peed my pants.. but then my mom brought me some mroe and mr smith dried my other pants but that was just plain SUCKY!!! hope your day was better!! xoxo, katelyn 2 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

haha katie katie katie [04 Mar 2005|05:12pm] [ mood | this is a laughin face...haha ] [ music | baby girl (some country song) ] gym was the highlight of my day today... first me and katie played vollyball with our heads.. which kills brain cells...(dont try this at home kids) but its the new HIGH then we talked to mr smith about baseball..and he told us about donkeys..in baseball..the druggie bad kids who are just bad and stuff.. and they live in um donkeyville haha but the WINNER we decided was deffintaly katie.. i mean we make the TEAM look good ON and off the field... we are disirable to be around.. we movitvate everyone one to win.. katie has INTENSE DESIRES TO WIN (ohhhhh man she does lol) and i am humble.. thats the deffintion of a winner then.. we told jokes... haha an d katie told the best made up jokes ever and shes soooo creative... hahah she makes me laugh mr smith and mr henshaw were making jokes about boys who like dont have arms or legs and are in front of a door (mat) and whos floating in the water (bob) so katie being the bight person she is decided to make one about chris and scooter... PaRtY LyK BaM 22: what do you call a man with no arms and legs and is in your soup?????? STEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PaRtY LyK BaM 22: what do you call a man with no arms and legs and who doesn't have a bicycle????? SCOOTER!!!!!!!!!!!!! SILLY GOOSE... ok well i hope you had a wonderful day... imma hopefully go rent saw with my boyfriend tonight oh yeah and my parents forgot about me and arent feeding me tonight...harsh i know.. LOVE YOU ALL.... Katelyn 1 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

man OH man [03 Mar 2005|07:48pm] [ mood | ((i feel pretty)) ] [ music | caliiiforniiiaaaaa here i come ] i saw my mommy when i was at school today.. i think i like her better when im at shcool..cuz i usually miss her haha... but then i told thomas who my mommy was and he thought i ment the nurse who was old and he said my mom was disquisting...gesh thanks alot lol... then i came home and stupid comcast was down again...idiots... so i did my homeowork... because im a aboslutly wonderful student...hahahaha haha it made me alugh today when they were telling us about APphsychem...wow... can u say NERDS haha i wish i was a nerd actually... well kinda and in gym today i played vollyballl with katie and we cheered then sat down for 5 min cuz we get speical privlages... YUPP... and then played hosre and of course i lost... my boyfriend is wokring tonight... but im excited i get to see him tommrow... and ME CHRIS  AND KATIE AND SCOOTER (not with a k lol) are going to go bowling... and me and katie r gonna practice tommrow in gym lol.... silly kids... BIG DREAMERS... we need a saub we need a break we need to score... haha ect ect  oh the cheers we make...all with the same beat haha oh yeah and now my boyfriend sent me a picture yesterday trying to look gangsteRRRRRR so all my friends can see it...since im a good girlfriend haha...   what a little thug....hahaha jk...but seriouslly looking a bit angry at the world haha i love yOU christopher! oh yeha i amost forgot my fav part of the day dinner...we went to eat sushi..yummy and my question of the day... would u rather be considered PRUDE/STINGY or EASY... its a toughie i know... but someone asked me so im asking you... but the oc is in like 5 min so i gotta go...obessed i know love you all...seriosally <3 me 4 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

whoop-a-dee-due [02 Mar 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | i feel like a brown head does! ] [ music | hope - from the movie coach cater ] guess whattttt... i dyed my hair brown (shocking i know) i wish i would have done it darker though i cant decide if i like it or not..   you like??? yay or NAHHH haha (make the sound like a horse...thats how u say it) well im really tired..but i want your opinion... also do you like the new colors and JUNK... haha ok well i love you alll <3 christopher<3     xoxo, katelyn 12 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

ugh [27 Feb 2005|02:23pm] [ mood | i feel... helpfuL? ] [ music | let me love you - mario ] this probably wont even matter to any ofyou but i feel like i need to get something out so here it goes... i hate to act like i know everything cuz i dont... but i also hate seeing my friends...people i love more then anything be lied to i hate how girls are tricked sooo many times by guys the guy will treat her like nothing and she still loves him turns out the girl will always blame herself and how a boy will take advantage of that not only that but how in relationships so many times people will say i love you because they feel like they have to i cant say for sure that i ever LOVED someone even though i think i love chirstopher its not like theres a written rule that tells us what love is exactally but i see it as well...to me... idk love is a strong word.. its when 2 people care about eachother more then anythign else and would do anythign for them or to be with them... and just NEEDS them... and its sooo overused theses days its crazy how some guys will go around getting a new girlfriend every week and manage to be able to LOVE every single one of them yeah maybe you LIKE them at the time being but you cant LOVE someone new all the time..because then it wouldnt be love.. would it? Also another thing i would like to point out is that it bothers me how girls like i said before are treated like shit, blame thereselves and then still LOVE someone..it takes TWO people to love someone and if someones gonna treat you bad i dont think thats love..its more like well...being used girls are tricked into thinking thses things all the time because the thing is MOST girls (this is not including sluts and skanks) go into relationships for LOVE boys go into it for sex but lie and tell a girl they love them so they can GET WHAT THEY WANT another thing to point out like i mentioned earlier about sluts and skanks aka people who sleep around (sluts) or hook up with diffrent guys constently hoping to get some (skanks) well to all of YOU its not ""attractive""... sure guys will tend to like you more NOW because they can get some but in a few years when everyone is ready to like become MATURE you will realize you made a mistake.. because now that GOOD guy who you really want wont want you b/c hey..youve been with all these other guys and thats just nasty... and like i said befroe i dont know everything but im friends with alot of guys who tell me things that i dindt know... and i just hate to see my friends being treated that way and rather then tell each of you personally you can read it here ... i love you... and i dont want you to get hurt...really... maybe you will realize who you are.. and that you DO desreve someone better i mean sure anyone we date now we most likley wont marry or even know in 10 years and maybe you wont find a good boyfriend for a while...but thats not what life is about and if you think it is...then you have more problems then just this... XOXO, katelyn 3 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

please [25 Feb 2005|11:22pm] [ mood | wonderful day ] [ music | still tippin - mike jones ] I ________ Katelyn. Katelyn is ________. I want to _______ Katelyn. If I were alone in a room with Katelyn, I would ________. I think Katelyn should ________. Katelyn needs ________. Katelyn loves ________. Someday Katelyn will ________. Katelyn is always ________. Katelyn reminds me of ________. Without Katelyn ________. Memories of Katelyn are ________. Katelyn can be ________. Worst thing about Katelyn is ________. Best thing about Katelyn is ________. fill it out you guys....pretty pleaseeeEeeEEe... i mean i never ask for alot... haha come on take 5 min out of your day for ME i would do it for YOU! LOVE LOVE LOVE, Katelyn 9 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

XrAyS [25 Feb 2005|11:27am] [ mood | cant wait for TODAY ] [ music | im not ok (i promise) - my chemical romance ] no school agian... ok so i went to the docotr this morning to see whats wrong with poor little me and got x-rays i had to get 2 kinds first they did the kind they do when ur pregnate...which was really cool like i got to watch my stomach lol that was really neat and i had always wanted to do it then i had one where i drank this chalk foamy junk with like thick milk looking creamy minty shit YUCK! and it suppsed to make ur stomach expand and ur not allowed to burp it up and it made me sick! so i was glad it was over taking pictures but thennnnnnn i had to go in another room where they took the same pictures as the last but this time they took a vido or something idk i dindt really undestand and i got to WATCH my stomach again and i loved it UNTIl they made me drink some more throw up shit but i got to watch it go into my stomcha.. thats the only good part and then it was all done and i got to put back on my clothes and i was ready to hit the road cuz that place smells of rotting old people... now im home...and trying to see what im gonna do on my day off... even though idk why were out of school.. im glad and i do forgive my boyfrind for being semi retareded... <<<3 <3<3<3 you ALL Katelyn 2 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

[24 Feb 2005|10:03pm] [ mood | headache and no boyfriend call ] [ music | sweet sixteen- hilary duff ] snow is a bitch even though i have to say i love being out of school i watched like 7 epsiods of the OC today and then another one tonight... and my boyfriend dindt call me all day but its ok he can make up for it tommrow lol im not too mad tommrow i gotta get up early to go get xrays.. ill tell you how it goes lol i cant wait for this weekend.. gonna hook kaite up.. lol giving her some "cereal choices" ill write more later... i got a headache (yaya no school tommrow either) <<<<33333 katelyn 7 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

aww [18 Feb 2005|09:45pm] [ mood | thinking about MYSELF ] [ music | mr brightside - the killers ] since my boyfriend had to be gay and go to wrestling (hahah jk) but yeah so since he was gone i volunteered to babysit for free for my moms friends so they could all go out to dinner... so right when they left he started crying and cried for like 40min and it made me cry because i thought he was never gonna stop and he was screaming mommy and it made me miss my mommy( loser) lol but yeah so i got to thinking do any of you rmeber when our parntes used to leave US and we would cry and cry and think it was the end of the world and we would never see tem again and the babystiiter would always be like its ok and she will be right back and in our heads we would be like bitch no she wont i want her NOW... and wer thoguht they were the worst person in the world... thats how i felt i hated the fact i couldnt help him cuz i knew how he felt... which relates to alot of other things in our lives where we wish we could help people but we know its pretty much impossiable and we know how they feel but theirs nothing we can do or say to make it better and he hit and kicked me and tried to bite me and i mean i hit him back once but its just like nothing i did was good enough and i was like STRANDED... it made me never want to have kids and i also thought it was funny that i gave him gum and he was all better again... like gum cures all problems for little kids like music does for me then an hour later he was just fine and telling me sorry and he loved me and he was happy and i mean... thats life.. we are sad and then later feel bad about how we treat people you know? but in the end all we really need is our mommies and we will feel better.... <<<333 Katelyn i love my boyfriend... and i miss him tons 3 <3 fOr mECoMMENTS ANYoNE <3

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